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Saturday, December 29, 2012
Just a Little Preview of Our Relationship
Slowly taking away all my power
Let me explain him to you: He is a tech geek with a Dominant side. He has the ability to make me feel like a young naive girl with just simple questions. He is slowly turning around every rock in my world without hesitation and I am slowing giving up all my power to him. I feel hypnotized everytime we talk and the moments we skype he can have me do what he pleases. Now we talk about sex a lot not the only thing but sex is important to both of us. A physical connection is just as important as a mental one. I am not as experienced as he is when it comes to sex so when anal came up this is what happen: Me:I'm to scared to do anal Him: Do you want to do it? Me: Yes and No Him: What do you mean? Me: Well I don't want the pain but I having a feeling that I'll like it, a lot Him: Well I'm taking it! Me: huh Him: Bend over lick your fingers and finger your ass Me: But.... Him: Do you know how to listen, you are being difficult. DO IT NOW Me: I'm sorry, (starts licking fingers) Him: I'm going to tell you once if I say something you listen, you are my sub understand. You are my fuck toy and I will use all your holes and take them when I want. If you don't want to listen you will pay and I'm not going to spank you I will make you do the most degrading things ever, so watch your mouth with me . Now how does that ass feel Me: ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh it hurts Him: Good :) Such an ass sometimes but he excites me so much